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Friday, 30 December 2005

"Untitled Feelings" By Me...lol

When I Feel Like Giving Up

When I Feel Like Giving In

Your The Only Reason I Dont,

Baby I Cant Pretend

You Told Me You Loved Me First,

And From Then On Things Only Got Worst

And I Feel As If You'll Never Love Me

Atleast The Way I Do You

So Why Do I Keep On Holding,

To That Little Chance You'll Pull Through

Maybe Its Because I Love You

Or Because I Know You Truly Care

For You Ive Always Tried To Be There

Even When I Wasnt Even At The Top Of Your List

God Knows I Do Anything To Be Her For One Kiss.............
Hummm Got Lots Of Sh** To Write About It Seems. I've Been Under A Tremendous Amount Of Stress Here Lately, And I Feel Like Im Going To Lose It Any Minute Now. Lol. But On A Lighter Note Go Back A Couple Of Days I Had A Pretty Good Christmas. I Wasnt Really Expecting A Lot Where I Just Got My Car And All. But Overall Santa Was Good To Me. I Had A Rough Christmas Eve But I DOnt Want To Get Into It So Im Not Going To. On To Another Thing Basketball. Its Going Okay We Are Winning But That Doesnt Mean Everything Is Alright. Im Juss To The Point In Which I Dont Care Anymore Because Things Are Outta My Control. I Feel Like Being The ONLY 4 Year Senior I Need To Step Up But When I Do Im Knocked Right Back Down. Its Really Hard On Me But I Guess Ill Be Ight With It. Sooner Or Later. we beat tolsia at tolisa which was great eventhough i sucked which is kinda good because they wont expect much outta me n then i prove them wrong like all the others. Hummm Ive Been Talkin To A Feel "Ole Friends" Lately N Im Like Super Lost In It. I Dont Really Know What I Want Right Now. I Just Feel Like I Have TO Make Decisions To Soon. Seems Like life juss wont give me a break sometimes when I really really need one. alot of the times i feel alone in it to like i dont have anyone to talk to about some of the things i need to talk about and it really sucks to feel alone. Thats like my biggest fear to be alone. Id rather anything than to be alone. New years eve tomorrow and i dont know how to go about a new year really. Alot of the time i get discourged. Like is it gonna be another year for me alone. Oh well though I guess. i know ima have fun tomorrow though. I hope to let go of all my grudges and hard feelings before 2006 because its really lame not to. I juss wanna be anitra in 2006. uncut and non-scripted and i plan to be. No matter what it will bring. I guess ill juss have to wait n see ..........................

Monday, 26 December 2005

Confused More Than Ever ............................................................................................

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Its Hard To Fill In Da Spaces

Sunday, 13 November 2005

Humm.Kinda pissed off right now kinda really dont care. It kinda sucks when you like care about something that nobody else does, and when the one who u should be with someone but they with someone else even though U SHOULD be with him. But anyways I believe Im done with these high school boys. To imature. But on a good note I got a new car and its awesome. So now i wont have the excuse in a relationship that I never get to see the person cause I can drive. Thats been pretty much the highlight of my weekend. Think ima start hanging on with some old male friends. Which should be great fun. Basketballs been ight. Got a date to formal so I go ta order my dress but Im out now ill holla back later

My Car But Its Like A Purple Greyish Color!!!!!!!!!